This will be my last post until after Labor Day.
I think that is best, considering that until I return home I probably won't have anything new to say. Each day seems to be a lot like the one before it. I am still stuck in Ohio. I am still in a show that has lost it's challenge and fun and I now dread doing. I am not alone in that one, by the way, most of the cast feels the same. I am feeling very lonely and confused and counting the days until I get home. I am also not alone in that.
I can report that I have definitely learned that this is not the life for me. I may or may not stick with acting, but taking long trips away from everything and everyone I know and love is not for me. There is acting work to be had that is not like this. Hell, I would even prefer commercial shoots that would have me away for only a day or two over this. That's right, I would rather do commercials. I'm just not emotionally built for this. And as I said in my last post, I am really more interested in a steadier paycheck at this point anyway.
Rather than piss and moan about the status quo for a month, I am taking a blog hiatus. (sp?) Until then I will just keep writing in my analog journal (paper). If you'd like an update on me before I get home, give me a call. It would make my day. I promise I am not morbidly mopey, just a little confused and lonely, like I said. I'd love to hear from anybody and everybody.
See you in September.
COMMENTS:
Blogging hiatus is just fine. I'm still on my blogging hiatus of 2+ years.
:D
therealdavid 08.03.06 - 5:29 pm
I don't think commercials are that bad. I auditioned for a commercial where I was supposed to be driving in a convertible and would have been paid over 3 grand to do it. And I only would have been on set for maybe 2 days. So...don't give up on commercials.
Kiki 08.04.06 - 4:14 am
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