Thursday, February 26, 2004

Moment of Shame part 2: Enter The Coward

Have you ever had to say something really hard to say to someone you knew really didn't want to hear it? I have. Today.

I'm actually more than a little embarassed about how I handled it.

I emailed this person.

I couldn't bring myself to say these things to their face. I HATE HURTING PEOPLE'S FEELINGS!

I'm a coward.

It's the same reason I've rarely ever dumped a girl. I couldn't do it, so instead I made them do it. I would just be a complete ass until they got fed up and dumped me. This way they get the satisfaction and righteousness of having done something good and healthy for themselves, and I get to feel bad for myself because I got dumped. Everybody wins. Especially the coward.

This time isn't a dump. Only time will tell what happens.

Sometimes a miss high school. A LOT. Things were so much simpler then. I didn't have to work, I had no bills. I just had my friends and school, and I truly loved both. My biggest worries were zits and where my next ride to the mall was coming from.

I recently discovered a series of three pictures I took the night me and my friends graduated.



This is actually three pictures I slapped together with Photoshop. Real easy. This was six years ago, so I have no idea what was said, but somebody cracked us all up, so I went around the table snapping my camera. By the time I got to John (long hair), he was sick of the blinding flash and was in mid-threat on me when i snapped it. Good times.

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